Older, but still my baby. J

My dearest J,

You have always been my favorite. And I love you so much. I hope when you grow up, that you remember that I did what was best for you. I hope you remember that I loved you so much, and wanted to be the very best for you. I, was not it. I just wasn't going to cut it. I was a girl, a young, lost girl. I had a very hard childhood, and never wanted to make my kids go through the things I went through. Heavenly Father chose you to be the son of me- your birth mom, and Norm and Jennifer's son- your parents. He chose me to give you, a gift, to them. He knew what he was doing before I even had a clue.

I hope you always remember how much we love you and want the very best for you. That's all I ever wanted. I only wanted the best for you. And that's exactly what I got. Your parents are so perfect for you. I wouldn't have been able to provide for you like they can. I was so young, and so stupid, I was still in High School, and going back into foster care 3weeks after I had you. That wouldn't have been a good place for you.

I am so grateful for you J, and I hope you will always remember that I love you to the moon and back twice!

Love,
Your birth mommy